To the men who see me using lots of drugs
Thiago, Leon, and this is important.
If you see me using lots of drugs, it means there is a problem I am trying to solve.
The longer I am using the drugs, the greater number of men have failed to help me solve the problem.
By now this problem that no one else can solve is interesting. By now you may want to get involved out of pure curiosity.
Do not pity me.